Sparrowhawks Newsletter June 2008
sparrowhawk on September 26, 2009 in Newsletter Achives No Comments »Welcome back! Have you ever lost anything? I know you have. We all have at some time in our lives. But there is loss.. and loss. Loosing your wallet can be bad enough but loosing someone you love, or a job or way of life can feel devastating at the time. Often it leaves us wondering why? I have come to believe that the very moment we ask that question, we are standing on the threshold of transformation. If we are willing to step through, a new life awaits us…always! If we allow ourselves to get stuck in the why itself and begin blaming ourselves and the Universe, we stay on the other side of the doorway and do not experience the shift. The opportunity is lost for now, but it comes around again, years or lifetimes later because that doorway and what it offers us on the other side is our next step to growth. I have been called upon to let go of my life many times.
My life as a party-going young adult crashed to an end with the end of a painful relationship. My life as a Sydney therapist ended with burnout. Then I was called to let go of everything, including a precious person and move to Aotearoa/New Zealand for I knew not what. But I came because I have learned that when the threshold appears it is a call to a new life. Time and again the threshold appears and if we are willing to step through, not hang there in despair for what was, we are born anew. At the end of the Psychosynthesis course that I taught in Dunedin for 7 years, I really did feel like the bottom had dropped out of my world yet again. Giving up what was my life’s work seemed like the cruelest crunch of all at times. Then I grew to love the space and time I had to delve and swim with the tides. Now I am being asked to step back into the tide of teaching. I have my reservations, but I know that the new on the other side of this threshold is huge. Its huge because it is about not only my world evolving but being an active part of the ‘Great Turning’ that is the threshold where the World As We Know It is turned on its head and renewed. Am I frightened? ‘Cause I am! But I’m also as excited as hell! Thats how you can tell the difference between fear that cripples and fear that is the apprehensive excitement that says you are going where you have never been before. And we all are. En masse! So this is why I am excited about the Munay Ki initiations that I have been undergoing with Billie Dean in Australia. Recently Peruvian Shamans walked out of the mountains where their families fled to avoid Columbus, and where they had existed ever since. They brought with them the rite of the Homo Luminious, the Light Body: the next stage on from Homo Sapiens. They came to offer the world the programs to insert into our light body or aura that makes it possible for us to make this dimensional shift.
Just as a computer will only preform as well as the programs installed, so we, if we are to emerge from this age of chaos, need an update. Because I know Billie personally and trust her, I decided to enter into this process and wow! The changes started immediately. The end of my cruisie little world of selling veggies to and chatting with the locals ended and I was thrown back into a tsunami of change. It has taken me some time after each rite to balance myself again, but each time new changes occur, and I move forward, watching with glee and intrepidity where I am being taken. Two more rites to do sometime in August and I look forward to what they will throw up for me to deal with. If I am made of the stuff that can make the leap, then I will be excitedly offering to initiate those that feel they are ready here in Aotearoa sometime in the future. But you don’t have to wait. I am available to work with now at Carnegie Cottage, on Tuesdays afternoons at this stage. We can begin looking at changes that can be made in preparation for you. Moving to a feeling based decision making process is paramount. Our intellectual mind hasn’t got a clue where we are going. Only where we have been. It needs the guidance of your Higher Self, your intuitive nature and yes, your emotions to send it the cues. So don’t wait. Email me at sparrowhawk@spiritflight.co.nz 90 minute sessions for $75 taking you on the journey of a lifetime! Blessings Jay!
