Posts Tagged ‘beliefs’


I have this song crunching around in my head: “Should I stay or should I go….dah,dah,dah,dah!” Wednesday should be the day I fly out to go get ‘ritualised’ once more into the last two Munay Ki rites and my life long habit of getting sick when it is least convenient (which is always) has been rite (humm) on target yet again. So I am coughing and wheezzing and worrying through the days “should I stay or should I go???” Damn! Still the beauty about being shaman is that we are frugal. That is, we use everything to advantage and I have been contemplating the uses that this inconvenience is leading me to. One thing that comes up is the translation of Munay Ki itself. The four winds website (www.thefourwinds.com) tell me it means ‘be as thou art’ or ‘love’. Unconditional variety: the best kind.

Amongst the thoughts of the New Age, one I like the least is the theory that says if your not totally healed and perfect in everything RIGHT NOW, your doing something wrong! The stated or implied reasons for this is that you are letting some belief from the past set your patterns now. ‘Scuse me? Of course I am! If it wasn’t for my past beliefs I would not exist as I am now, rough and smooth. I mean, its not a good idea to jettison ALL beliefs or you become cosmic jelly. And while we are ferreting away finding the ones that work for us (and there are many I kid you not) from those that go against us, in the process of self development, its a good idea to get feedback from the beliefs that are already there. That way I can address them and make the changes I am capable of at this stage of my growth and hopefully move up a grade. Bit by bit I get to see new feedback and can decide if I am happy with the outcome or need some more tinkering with a few more bits on that one. I am a work in progress. And lovin’ it!

So ‘be as thou art’ sits well with me. I don’t want to keep having nasty little inconvenient patterns any more than the next but I sure as hell defend my right to work on the project until I’ve learned all I can from it (‘it’ being Me). So I don’t know if I will be on that flight out on Wednesday next or not. If I’m not, I’ll be pissed off and learning from that. If I am I shall be scared shitless and learning from that. What I won’t be is in denial. No way. So to all those of you who are holding your breath for me to get started initiating here…better take a breath. It may, or it may not, be this year. I’ll let you know next post. Now the book news. It arrives in my hot hands Monday. Reweaving The Web is a reality at last. Those of you that have pre-ordered for discount: well done. Those of you that haven’t, well its nearly too late for that so tough!. Sorry, just joking. The herbs must be going to my head. You have actually got 4 days left to order as I am being generous and the deadline is the 20th. This book is too good to miss. (I would say that though wouldn’t I?) Its going to put the whole shamanic thing into perspective for you no matter where you are from in the world. It shows you that you don’t have to be a certain nationality to have shamanic roots of your own. You don’t have to borrow someone else’s heritage to be part of the movement. Deep in your DNA, your own shamanic doorway to the worlds exists. ‘Reweaving’ will help you find it. I promise, but you have to buy the book first (and mind you, you have to do the work. Knew there was a catch hey?) I have been very industrious learning all about PayPal. I have nice little Buy Now buttons all over the book sales page. All I need now are some kind souls to press them and buy, buy, buy! (Not til after the 20th though because those Buttons don’t do discount. You want discount, you email me on sparrowhawk@spiritflight.co.nz).

Well I hope you have enjoyed my less formal style letter this month. Thanks to those who have replied. Really nice to know people are out there. Thanks to you Darlings who have already ordered and blessings to those of you who haven’t ’cause your gonna need ‘em. Oops sorry! That was another joke. I swear its the licorice. Take care of yourselves. Enjoy the month. Blessing to All (honestly). Sparrowhawk.